Hey guys, writing on my birthday but it ain't too great when your close friends dog you on that day aye :/
Some people can be so cruel dogging you last minute on your birthday, due to insufficient money
Yet they still buy expensive stuff in front of you,
Saying that they don'T have money. therefore making them poor whilst you see them waste in clothes, food, drinks, accessories
Pretty dog I think.
Not is it just one person but they drag in a few more
Such as about 10-15 people, I find that pretty rude and mean
Not attending your 16th party and having an excuse saying no money when they
Are continuously buying something!!!
Feeling angry and uneased, pretty mean :/
well hopefully you guys have a great day

Hope to see you again.

I saw you today
I saw your face
It was a face I loved
And I knew
I had to runaway
To hide my face in shame
I had to say
You gave me the jitter bugs
When you gave me a hug
I know I'll never see you again
It was just a one time thing
I wished the night was longer
But the day was just 24 hrs
I hope you know how I feel
Because it is so damn real
I hope to see you again
This time it won't rain
I'll never let you out of my sight
I'll hold you very tight
I'll be there with you forever
If you love me till when ever
I'll send my heart to you
Only if you were true
Because I saw your face
It was without a trace
A face that caught my eye
You were just a surprise
And my heart belongs to you
I hope you know that too

Into the dark

I have hidden down into the dark
I'm not going to, come out
I'm afraid of what will come
My body is wounded for me to run

I see a light that leads me the way
I am now ready to face you today
You were the one that tore me apart
You were the one I was running from

You hurt me once and that's too much
Your second chance is now up
But as much as I want to break it to you
I can never start hating you

Because your the one that I love
The one and dearly I can love
Your the one that mended my heart
The one and only that could make a start

I hear the birds chirping
Knowing that you were there
Listening to them singing
It was very rare

You sing to the notes they were singing to
It sounded wonderful and lovely
But for who was this to?

Being overprotective

So what happens when someone is overprotective of others?
They leave those being protected without space
They push their friends away
They push their family away
They get angry easily
They get moody easily

Being overprotective of your lover is of course ok and it is great
But what happens when you just go over the edge?
Your relationship may end up splitting for not giving then enough space
They can take care of themselves as they are just as
Mature as you are.
Bing overprotective over a friend/best friend is quite similar, we all want
Our friends to be safe, when you call them to have an answer, see them the
Next day, hang out with them knowing that they are okay.
But again what happens if you go too far that you choose
The decision for them when they did not ask or your opinion?
Or that you control them and tell them that they can't go or even
Telling them that "if you do the thing that I told you not, our friendship is over"
"I will hate you forever" what is this?
Seriously that's just not fair, it's not their decision to do the things you want to
It's always your choice, you have the rights to do whatever you want
To know that you will be their for them whatever happens
Consequences or not, as thats what a true friend does of course maybe you would be
A little bit cranky, upset, pissed off that your friend did not listen to you and suffer the consequences
But at least you should be kind enough to let them have their own decision. If you worry about them
Doing wreckless things such as drugs, binge drinking, suicide than you would call the police, tell your parents
Other close Friends of them, counselor.
But all of us can be independent at sometimes and doesn't need someone to monitor them every hour
That's just too much, not only will they begin to feel annoyed about it but your friendship might break

Friends or lovers

So guys what would your choice be:
1) To spend more time with your lover and neglect your friends
2) Always accept your friends invitations and bring your lover with you
3) Hang out with your friends half the time then the other time be with your lover

We hear often "bros before hoes", "chicks before dicks", "mates before dates"
But do people actually listen to that? In my opinion I think not, most people always choose their lovers before their friends
But what happens if you continuously do that? You will have your friends forever but you wouldn't have that relationship forever
So those who choose their bf/gf over their friends all the time, rejecting all invitations to hang out
Becoming social, neglecting their friends, have no time for their friends are making big mistakes.
What if something happened to your relationship? And you already lost your friends because of how much time you
Had spent in your relationship, then you would have no one and because most of your time spent with your lover
You also risk losing your family because of you not spending more time with them.

So I suggest that people who do that should stop and start halving the time with your relationship and your friends therefore you have both

A one two three

My heart sinks when your not here
You leave me alone in raging fear
You ignite it like a lighted fire
Your the one my heart desires

I count the beats that go one two three
When the moon casts a shadow over me
You wake up to the bright yellow sunlight
Whilst I sleep in the dark starry night

Your voice projects from one end to the other
Shouting from here "damn you brother"
Locking the doors he goes out
Picnicing alone on the round about

It beats again a one two three
Only because your sitting with me
Damn it hurts a tingeling ling
I love you so my dear darling