Saturday, November 20, 2010

You made me feel love

I see you sitting alone by yourself
With no one surrounding you,not even an elf
You sit quietly at the cool calm beach
With a red apple and a bright pink peach
You stare at the sky of nothingness
but tend to seek of remembrance
Yet you may be extremly unusual
But somehow I find you not exactly like a fool
You tend to make my heart start to beat
This is when you get of the seat
You made it thump really fast
As you were walking somewhat past
You made me feel very nice
just like a bucket of cold wattery ice
You made me feel the bond of love
When we had a warm and memorable bath
You were the one, just and only for me
You were the one because you must be.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

intensive feeling

I lay in bed, waiting
Waiting for something.
Suddenly I feel a beat
that moves with my feet
and then I start dancing

It breaks the silent
and brings me excitement
and then it starts to pump.
It pumps harder and the
flow goes faster and then
it would suddenly thump.

It beats in a pattern
and I start to flattern
Its such a fantastic feeling.
It drives you insane
and puts you in pain
but its all starting to become worth it.

It beats intensively
and quite expensively
that your heart is worth a million.
It stays inside
and starts to hide
When your face shows a billion

You make me jump
You make it pump
You make it travel faster.
You make me shy
You make me want to die
If I do not know you longer

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

people say

People say that life always has ups and downs
Yes, I guess that could be true
People say that our emotions jumble from a smile to a frown
I find that this may sound blue

Our long journey begins from the day you were born
Its a bit messy but thats how life goes
First your heart is mended next it is torn
And then of course your thrown out the door

life is like a rollercoaster
where there are bumpy tracks
its like the bread that jumps out of a toaster
to make your lovely snack

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Your my

Your my breath
Your my heart
Your the air inside of me

Your my lungs
Your my voice
Your the blood that flows in me

Your my boy
Your my love
Your the one that I need most

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Wished for no feelings

I wished I had no emotions
No feelings and no heart
I just want to be as calm as the ocean
With no ending and no start

I wanted to be abnormal
with no true feelings
I don't want to be formal
or just appealing

Reason why I don't want any
Is because it hurts to think of you
When ever you call me honey
My heart always beats intensivly for you

It pumps the blood so fast
Like I'm having a heart attack
But when you start to pass
The blood flows back

It seems like love
but love can not be seen
I look above
And now I'm keen
To love you
the way you are

My feelings make me appealing
My feelings make me sad
My feelings make me reveiling
My feelings ain't that bad

Friday, September 24, 2010

In pain

My life is stuck in pain
My heart sank when you went away
It races as fast as it can
Just to chase you back from that evil man

My heart dropped when you told me news
The time was only quarter past two
I thought we were meant to be together
It seemed like a few months was forever
But I had thought wrong
and you had gone

I need you
I want you
I cherish you
I love you

But those four lines
don't give me a sign
You left just like that
like a mouse running away from a rat

You scurried away
without saying goodbye
I felt cut
and now my love has run away
in pain

Sunday, June 27, 2010

I always did say love only comes once

I always did say that you can only experience love once
Having to find that magical chemical feeling
Is the best thing that can happen to a human being
It is sensational and one of the best naturak causes
And yet there is only one person that can share that with you.
Love is a magical thing that you are blinded to see
But You are not shielded against it as your available to feel it
It feels so good that makes you happy in just a second
It feels like that you were born to love someone
And returning the same love back.
There is only one person for you, who can send you the love you need
But once you've lost the chance there is no going back
You lost all its magic powers that any human being can recieve
Its the only magic that exist on the world of Earth
If you lose your love, thats just too bad for you
All you can do is sit there and weep until god grants you a wish
Now when you do recieve the golden wish, the only thing you would ask
Would be love, as that is the most cherible thing
you can live with and get the same thing back.
I always said that Love can only be found once
But when you have found it the second time
You might just be a lucky duckling

I still thought it was me

My heart is crushed under dispare
I don't know what to do with out you
My heart starts to hurt in pain
Like an arrow has gone through my only surviving organ
It slowly cracks that it starts to break
It falls in pieces and now its gone away
I don't know why you had to leave me here
But I think you just made your biggest mistake
Every single onw of your step you take, it will come towards my way
I'm not sure if the reason was me and that is why you had left
But I'm 100% sure that this is not we both wanted.
As you ran away in tears and left all your things with me
I stood there and thought, what may it have been
I still thought it was me before I saw the letter
The one that someone had sent to you
That drove your heart and mind in fear.
I knew that the only thing to do, was to chase you down the streets
Because the minute you stood into my life
I was living in happiness and glee
But when you ran out of my mind
I was heart broken in a split second
Because the only thing that meant the most to me
Was god sending you to me because I know you were the one
The one just for me.

Friday, June 25, 2010

God take course

When I first heard the news
I was extremely shocked.
I questioned about it
But only got short replies
It was terrible
and I just wished to not hear it
I hoped that it was not true
As it had hurt me deep.
Yet I knew that god was behind me
But he couldn't do nothing
Nothing to stop someone leaving.
God couldn't control
Human movement
and God couldn't control
Emotional responses.
But all he can do was stand there
And let nature take course.
My heart started pounding in fear
I never ought to think, that it would ever happen
It started hurting then it felt like there was a deep gash in my heart
I got some gutsy feeling and it was bringing my stamina down.
I had no energy or power left inside of me
It was like one person can take all my energy, just by leaving.
Yet I knew that I'm a fighter and I could fight through it
But this was different, this was something that you could only feel
Once in a lifetime,
It felt good, it felt nice
But when its gone, you start to break.
It kills you inside even though you start to smile
It hurts you deep and you start to have an emotional breakdown
You broke my heart, by leaving me here
You tore it apart just by going somewhere
You cut me deep, by not saying goodbye
You hurt me like no other, just by loving me

Saturday, June 12, 2010

I sometimes do wish

You didn't show up on a Friday
You stomped my heart and then it crushed
You wern't there and I knew you wern't
Because there was an empty spot
In the classroom.

You wern't there on a Saturday
And yet I know thats true
I don't see you on Saturday
As its a weekend
I sometimes do wish that
The school week never ever does ends
that way your face is always there to spot

I didn't see you on a Sunday
As I had soccer
Yet I never do anyway so its
All okay
But sometimes I do wish that
Your everywhere, so that I could
just look at you, and be pleased
With What Ive got

I Didn't see you on a Monday
Maybe because you were sick
I only do wished that you
would be immune to the sickness
Yet I don't really care if your not
I just wished you were there with me

I saw you on a Tuesday
Standing right there
writing on the board
Where I could of swore
that you turned around
And gave me a wink
I sometimes do wish
That you realise how much
that means to me
Because you really need to know
how much I really love you
and that it hurts
Just to not have you around me each day

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

I'm sorry

I linger around you
Like theirs nothing going on
I see your face everytime
I have a chance to
I hesitate when I see you
and I get so jealous when you talk to another

I felt guilty for making you sick
You know that I wasn't meant to
I felt wrong when I was impolite
And I still do now
I feel sorry for you
For whatever you put up each day
I know that you bust your ass
Just to do the job you didn't want

I'm sorry for what I did
I'm sorry for how your life ended up
Its not to late to quit
But if you do, I wouldn't see you around no more.
I hated that I was shy and dishonest
I hated that I had no guts
I hated that I hesitated when I see you
I hated that I loved you
When you never loved me

I don't know if your with someone or not
But I'm taking the risk to be with you
Because my heart is uncontrolable
It only beats when I see you.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

I knew you were the one

I prayed all day
Just to find you
It was hard and all
By managed to do it

I knew you were the one
As you had that warm gentle smile
That I was longing for something to have
I knew you were the one
That I was waiting for
And Now i have you
Its love that I have
Just for you.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

I never stopped loving you

I felt this jealous companion inside me
Like a devil was going to come out
When I saw you with that person
I felt a tinge of anger
Due to me not having you
Owning you, Marking you
I felt cheap when I said I would buy you
That was if you were on sale
I regret it though because your not worth a single dime
But to me your the world, your my life
You worthed every penny I had owned.

I knew that money couldn't buy love
I also knew that my heart wasn't enough for you
I knew that the only thing left to do was to win you
To Win you with my charm, honesty and love
I had you there once a time
But I screwed it up
It was a mistake, a big one.
I regret every step I took
I wished you would give me a second chance
You knew that I get jealous
When your with another person
You get me angry, I get violent
But when your with me, you cure my aggression
Your my medicine, your my heart
Your the one that I never want to be apart.
Because I love you, before and now
I never stopped loving you
Because your the one that made
each day a new day for me.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

You made me feel

You made me feel,shiny and new
You made me feel, Like I had nothing to hide
You made me feel,Something real
You made me feel,Like I was in heaven
You had me there,Waiting for you
Yet you still don't know,Anything surreal
It was you, that made my day bright
It was you, that bought me my sight
Yet your still the one just for me
The only thing stopping me
From loving you was that...
I got nothing in return.
Nothing. Just your face I see
Each day walking down the street
Walking to the park,
Walking to school.
I still don't know
If you knew that my heart was throwing itself to you
And am still confused if you have anything feelings for me
I cherrished everyday when I saw a light glow of hope
When ever I saw those gorgious face of yours
I lived a life with honesty and love
But you broke my chain of life
As I couldn't sell my love to you
Because you wouldn't have felt the same way as I do to you.

Thursday, April 22, 2010

I do not know why

My heart pounds every second
240 beats to be exact
Every time it beats
Its like its trying to say a word
But the whole phrase repeats
itself over and over again.

I don't know why though
But everytime your near me
My heart starts to beat
Beating incredibly fast
Making me feel nervous.
It feels like a small fire
burning inside of me.

Yet the feeling is incredible
Its like kabam, everythings new.
Just like I'm entering a whole new world.
The feeling is sensational
But only you can do that
I do not know why
But I do think that you may
Help me understand
What I'm feeling right now.

Oh how I do say this feeling is wonderful
But everytime you leave me
It vanishes and the sparks have left
Only you can bring this joy to me
Only you, I say
So help me please
I say again
Help me please
Because this feeling I have is no hoaxs
It is real, it is love.

Friday, April 16, 2010

Tips

-Love is generated by your brain and all those chemical feelings.
-Everyone can be loved and feel loved if they try hard enough
-Love is an ability that everyone has
-Love does exists if you believe in it
-Many things may happen when love does occur in a heavy relationships such as fights and argumentts. But this is normal in a relationship, not everything can go right.
-Their is more than one perfect someone for one another
-Love should be shared among others not just one person
-It is an irrational feeling that will strike one person at least once
-Everyone is different and that is why their are many different outcomes in an relationship, not everything goes well as their are many differences and their may also be gaps. But people can fix this if they try hard enough
- As I say Love is just a feeling that comes and go. But it will come back again when you find the right someone

I will not fall in love with you again

Oh how I say this feeling that bursts inside me
What it may do to my internal organs
I still say that it will slowly go away
Except the chemical reaction always stays
It hits me right at that moment
Where I feel a thump.....
Right between my chest
I hear it bump and thump again
It made me feel worried that I had fallen
In love once again.

It wasn't that love was not great
It wasn't that I had my feelings come back.
The thing it was
Was the person who I fell in love with.
I had fallen for them once before
And I had promised myself I will never do it again
Except this time it looks like they really have changed
But maybe within them
They are still the same.

Once again I feel a thump
It hits me harder then ever
I slowly wait till it goes away
So my pain can kick back in
I walk away slowly
So I would not see them anymore
It was the greatest thing I have ever done
Except I still do feel that same
Warm loving feeling.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

I know you like me

Their you stand so unconciously
Not even dare to notice me
Your eyes stare in four directions
Trying to hide away from me

I know you like me
its not hard to tell
Although suspicious
but all ends well

I like you too
but you don't know
You start to stare
I stare as well

Instead of like
I love you
I loved you
long time ago
You just never noticed
Until the day
You came to my grave
reading the letters
I had written to you.

I knew that you were the reason

My hand starts to tingle when you hold it
It feels like fire running through me
Theres this warmth that comes inside me
I don't know what it is but it makes me
feel like laughing

I carry the fear that comes abide me
I don't know what it is but its killing me
I try to stop it but it ain't stopping
It starts to eat my heart alive and it starts rushing

I know that your the reason
for all my feelings
I wish we never
stepped a foot together
As it kills me slowly and deeply.
I knew that you were the reason
For all this treason
I only wished that you were
never here.

I say again one more time
that you are the reason
for all this feelings
and that is because
you drive me crazy
you make me feel
like im alive
you show me
the love
that
I..
never...
intended...

I know that you were the one
that made me feel like this
But I don't regret it
as its what my chemical reaction
can do
It made me
Fall..
Deeply...
In....
Love....

Friday, March 26, 2010

You can make me relive again

The object infront takes my soul
Cherishing it every minute, every second
Their I lay still and dead
Having to know you will still be there
Your the subject that has my life
Your the one that can make me relive
I know that you will do what ever you can
But we both know your waisting your time
Only you can make me relive again
By loving me and cherrishing me
For every moment that you can.

Monday, March 22, 2010

You make me live

Sunshine as bright as bright as you
Living my life, a life to live
Holding your hands as soft as milk
Laughing around under our tree
Sitting about with our short stories
Coming along with my long journeys

Showing me care when ever you can
Showing me love when ever I stand
Having you here is why I live
Your my oxygen, the one I need
Your the one who makes me breathe
Your the one I can not decieve
Your the key that opens my heart
The one and only, who I love...

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Your the one

Your my momentom
Your my star
You keep my life
stuck apart

Your the key
That makes me live
Your the one
That loves to have fun

Your a lock
Inside a block
Waiting for me
To open you up

Your my heart
That I never tare apart
Your the one
Who I loved a tonne

Your the sweet
Inside of me
Your my soul
That I wish to hold

Your the one
I loved the most
Now you rock
My rocking boat

Friday, March 12, 2010

It starts to tremble

My life in ache
it starts to break
my heart crumbles
it turns to a tremble
I found the reason
for all this treason
A missing piece
from inside of me
A puzzle from my heart
bring us apart
my heart starts to crack
I pray all day for you to mend it back
I saw you their
getting prepared
For you to take me back,
The moment I heard that
my heart began to heal
and the outside layer began to peel
I feel like myself again
Thanks to you,
you make me feel alive again

You feel the beat

I hold that beat
just for a second
I grab your hands
and put it to my chest
You feel that thump
like a baby in a stomach

It seems like that you can
hear my voice, see right inside of me
trying to get my words to
burst out,
forcing them to come out from...
my own mouth,
my own breath
from my heart.

Only if you knew
how much I really felt
for you, you would have me
their next to you when
your in pain or guilt
when your upset and
when you just need me
I would stand by yourside
Hoping to never let go

I see those lushes adorable green eyes
those wide,generous loving smiles
the straight dirty blond hair you have
and the nice slim, sexy body you own

Nothing can stop me from
loving you...
Your everything I need
everything I want
to complete my life
A life worth living for
If only you were mine
Just one day you would
complete my life
Even if it meant for me to die
I would truly love you forever
never to regret a single day or minute

Friday, February 26, 2010

My love for you

You show me love and affection
Bringing me with all the sensation
Your warmth against me
Feeling my heart beat
Beating faster than ever
Only you forever
I felt the urge to put my feelings in writing
As i really feel that our connection is tightening
I wrote you this letter especially for you
to prove that my love for you is true
my words can not be expressed
What it makes me feel when your feeings are in distress
my love for you is so strong,
it even makes me want to fly
You are so beautiful,
like the most beautiful sky
that is all my dearest friend
I hope to live with you once again

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Love is our connection

Love is our connection,
to you I dedicate all my affection,
meeting you for the first time i was without a speech,
together we can withstand any siege,
you are my sweetheart day by day,
I hope you will never go away,
this poem has just come to an end,
remember that without you my heart feels dead

Friday, February 5, 2010

I hope

Never shall I kiss someone else's lips
Not having you around feels like a solar eclipse
With our love combined everything is in reach
Seeing the sun go under at the golden beach
You mean so much to me
I never knew this could be
I hope you can put this gift to use
It is a gift you cannot refuse
I hope we make it, I hope it will be fast
I hope the moment will forever last

Your the love of my life

Your the love of my life
I never told you how I truly feel
Hiding my feelings is far from ideal
The moment I saw you my heart was sold
the two of us together will never be cold
Eternal bliss is where I'm bound
In your arms is where its found
All of you is what I need
Please tell me where that may lead

Friday, January 29, 2010

Take my hand

Chances may lead,
chances may be lost,
holding my hand will get us across,
our leading ways, bring joy to us,
showing affection and holding our trust,
take my hand and we will get across,
don't be sad and you won't be lost.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

You steal

You steal my soul
You take my heart
Your my doll
That I break apart
You take my hand
You steal my ring
Your stuck in sand
I made you sing
You steal my love
You break my heart
You were sent to god
When I broke you apart
You take my wings
You start to fly
I take my things
I say goodbye
You loved me then
You love me now
I count to ten
I sai...d my vows
You stole my breath
You have my heart
I break your death
We still have no start

Friday, January 22, 2010

HOW DO YOU KEEP A MENDED HEART

How do you keep a mended heart?
How do you keep a life?
How do you two stay apart?
Without a bloody knife?
How do you keep the ugly truth?
How do you keep their honesty?
How do you keep your own tooth?
Without being all mighty?
How do you break a broken heart?
How do you fall in love?
How did you come back to the start?
Without resting on and above?
Why does my heart beat
When ever your with me?
Did my heart stop functioning
When your not with me?
Why do I love you
And get nothing in return?
Is it because I'll hurt you
That I don't deserve a second turn?
You were everything to me
just like life would be
Why is it so hard to see,
when you know you loved me?

Sunday, January 17, 2010

I Felt the pain

It felt like a razor blade
Shedding all that skin
All that blood starts to fade
Leaking into the bin

A touch of that gun
3 bullets stand in the cartridge
Bang that ain't fun
You fall from a tall bridge

It felt like a sharp knive
Cutting through my veins
There I start to strive
Strive for all the pain

I heard that love was insane
But never believed it
And now I feel the pain
I will never forget about it

Thursday, January 14, 2010

You broke my heart

I knew you for sometime
Now we drift apart
You were that sublime
that you could poach my heart

I had to hear that voice
That lead me to you
I had no other choice
But to come and talk to you

We talked and talked
From day to night
We walked and walked
Beyond the moon light

Now we are complete
You tare me apart
You bring out the heat
And want a new start

You showed me something
I have never felt
You showed me loving
That ive never delt

Yet I still feel that beat
That beat, from my heart
You make me light on my feet
Now that we're seperated apart

I still havn't let go of you
Yet your already done
Now what am I suppose to do?
When you are gone

You knew that it would hurt me
But your through with it
You knew you were thee
But you had to break it

You pushed me away
Now we're seperated apart
You had nothing to say
But you had broke me heart

I know

I regret having to know you
I know you think that too
I hate to hear your sorrows
I know that your not hollow
I disagree with all your thoughts
I know that you can never be bought
I regret to have fallen, having to fall for you
I say that and mean it but you know that ain't true
I hate it when you take my breath away it makes me feel so free
I regret to have loved you when you never ever loved me
I hate it that I don't know you, you make me feel incomplete
I regret ever knowing you, as you make my heart beat
I never had this feeling, it's so warm and clear
I know that your not worth, for any of my tears
I say that if I had one wish, I would wish to have never known you
I know that it will never happen because I've already fallen for you

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

You tore me apart

You stole away my dignity
Your being so damn bitchy
You take away my smile
Just within that while
You stole away my respect
Now you don't want to connect
You got me so damn confused
That my head feels like theirs a bruise
You took away my mended heart
Now it's disattached apart
You took it away from me
Seemingless you wanted to see
How much you mean to me
Not knowing when that will be
You broke my unmended heart
And tore me all apart

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

You took a piece of my heart

You took a piece of my heart
Now I'm tearing apart
I've been chasing you
Now there's nothing to do
I know I'm not perfect
Neither am I terrific
But I know I want you
Because I love you
I love you very much
Now your breaking my heart
What did I do
That makes me not Deserve you
I'm standing here with a lonely heart
Now I'm back to th...e start
Without a piece of my heart
Your tearing me apart

dont seperate me apart

Oh baby show me that missing piece of my loving
Don't take away my mended heart
I know you love me baby
So don't try seperate me apart
Because I need you there forever
With me now or never
So don't try breaking my heart
You know that I'll be back to that start
Without your warm loving
I will be crushed for a long time
Until you ...come back and rhyme
Together we will live on
Remember our golden song
My loving is for you
I hope you love me too

Friday, January 1, 2010

YOUR love

You poached my heart with heat
You shut it down with air
You opened it up with a beat
You closed it up with a tare
You showed me love
Like you just don't care
You crossed your heart
You sent it to me
Together our love were set free

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