Your my

Your my breath
Your my heart
Your the air inside of me

Your my lungs
Your my voice
Your the blood that flows in me

Your my boy
Your my love
Your the one that I need most

Wished for no feelings

I wished I had no emotions
No feelings and no heart
I just want to be as calm as the ocean
With no ending and no start

I wanted to be abnormal
with no true feelings
I don't want to be formal
or just appealing

Reason why I don't want any
Is because it hurts to think of you
When ever you call me honey
My heart always beats intensivly for you

It pumps the blood so fast
Like I'm having a heart attack
But when you start to pass
The blood flows back

It seems like love
but love can not be seen
I look above
And now I'm keen
To love you
the way you are

My feelings make me appealing
My feelings make me sad
My feelings make me reveiling
My feelings ain't that bad

In pain

My life is stuck in pain
My heart sank when you went away
It races as fast as it can
Just to chase you back from that evil man

My heart dropped when you told me news
The time was only quarter past two
I thought we were meant to be together
It seemed like a few months was forever
But I had thought wrong
and you had gone

I need you
I want you
I cherish you
I love you

But those four lines
don't give me a sign
You left just like that
like a mouse running away from a rat

You scurried away
without saying goodbye
I felt cut
and now my love has run away
in pain

I always did say love only comes once

I always did say that you can only experience love once
Having to find that magical chemical feeling
Is the best thing that can happen to a human being
It is sensational and one of the best naturak causes
And yet there is only one person that can share that with you.
Love is a magical thing that you are blinded to see
But You are not shielded against it as your available to feel it
It feels so good that makes you happy in just a second
It feels like that you were born to love someone
And returning the same love back.
There is only one person for you, who can send you the love you need
But once you've lost the chance there is no going back
You lost all its magic powers that any human being can recieve
Its the only magic that exist on the world of Earth
If you lose your love, thats just too bad for you
All you can do is sit there and weep until god grants you a wish
Now when you do recieve the golden wish, the only thing you would ask
Would be love, as that is the most cherible thing
you can live with and get the same thing back.
I always said that Love can only be found once
But when you have found it the second time
You might just be a lucky duckling

I still thought it was me

My heart is crushed under dispare
I don't know what to do with out you
My heart starts to hurt in pain
Like an arrow has gone through my only surviving organ
It slowly cracks that it starts to break
It falls in pieces and now its gone away
I don't know why you had to leave me here
But I think you just made your biggest mistake
Every single onw of your step you take, it will come towards my way
I'm not sure if the reason was me and that is why you had left
But I'm 100% sure that this is not we both wanted.
As you ran away in tears and left all your things with me
I stood there and thought, what may it have been
I still thought it was me before I saw the letter
The one that someone had sent to you
That drove your heart and mind in fear.
I knew that the only thing to do, was to chase you down the streets
Because the minute you stood into my life
I was living in happiness and glee
But when you ran out of my mind
I was heart broken in a split second
Because the only thing that meant the most to me
Was god sending you to me because I know you were the one
The one just for me.

God take course

When I first heard the news
I was extremely shocked.
I questioned about it
But only got short replies
It was terrible
and I just wished to not hear it
I hoped that it was not true
As it had hurt me deep.
Yet I knew that god was behind me
But he couldn't do nothing
Nothing to stop someone leaving.
God couldn't control
Human movement
and God couldn't control
Emotional responses.
But all he can do was stand there
And let nature take course.
My heart started pounding in fear
I never ought to think, that it would ever happen
It started hurting then it felt like there was a deep gash in my heart
I got some gutsy feeling and it was bringing my stamina down.
I had no energy or power left inside of me
It was like one person can take all my energy, just by leaving.
Yet I knew that I'm a fighter and I could fight through it
But this was different, this was something that you could only feel
Once in a lifetime,
It felt good, it felt nice
But when its gone, you start to break.
It kills you inside even though you start to smile
It hurts you deep and you start to have an emotional breakdown
You broke my heart, by leaving me here
You tore it apart just by going somewhere
You cut me deep, by not saying goodbye
You hurt me like no other, just by loving me

I sometimes do wish

You didn't show up on a Friday
You stomped my heart and then it crushed
You wern't there and I knew you wern't
Because there was an empty spot
In the classroom.

You wern't there on a Saturday
And yet I know thats true
I don't see you on Saturday
As its a weekend
I sometimes do wish that
The school week never ever does ends
that way your face is always there to spot

I didn't see you on a Sunday
As I had soccer
Yet I never do anyway so its
All okay
But sometimes I do wish that
Your everywhere, so that I could
just look at you, and be pleased
With What Ive got

I Didn't see you on a Monday
Maybe because you were sick
I only do wished that you
would be immune to the sickness
Yet I don't really care if your not
I just wished you were there with me

I saw you on a Tuesday
Standing right there
writing on the board
Where I could of swore
that you turned around
And gave me a wink
I sometimes do wish
That you realise how much
that means to me
Because you really need to know
how much I really love you
and that it hurts
Just to not have you around me each day