This will never work

I pretend that I don't care about you
But in reality if you see I really do
I'm scared that I would lose our bond
I'm afraid that we would never talk
Theres a glimmering star in your eyes
Which I would win from a constallation prize

I know that we talk for hours and hours
and sometimes I buy you a blundle of flowers
But I'm afraid that if we were together
we will never be a pen with feathers
Im scared that I would lose you
Im frightened of being blue

I will cherish you though you won't know
I will give you my loving that will never go
Your weird, your strange and your very naive
Even though your all those things I would never leave
I say to myself everyday thats who I want to be with
But if I do what will happen in the future
would we be separated during our departures
would one of live and the other one go?
See these things I dont really know

I visit you everyday without you knowing
I see that happy smile even though its not showing
I talk to you without you even hearing
I listen to your conversation without interfearing
I know that this is best for both of us
I know that you and I would obey the circle of trust

So hear me out now
whether your reading this or not
I will be there where ver you are
trust me I would never be far
Because as I said I will never leave you
Here alone without anyone guiding you